| to anyone that still reads xanga, i asked that you pray for me. my directing show is next week and it is driving me nuts . not to say its a bad show, in fact it is great, my actors rock, but the pressure is makes me feel like im in a vice and my professor is controlling the handle slowly cranking it down on me. so pray that i make it to next week and then the rest of the semester being this is my last semester and i graduate in dec and i have no clue what the hell i am doing or going to do with my life. last night was bad, for the passed two nights i got no sleep and last night i took night quil one for my cough and two so i could sleep, but that didnt work, i feel on the verge of tears everyday, i have a meeting with my professor today and i can only think of the worst in the back of my mind i can see him saying that he his going to cut my show completly and all my work was in vain. this show is putting me in a bad place. not as dark as i usally get but a new dark placce. the point is that i was tempeted to revert to my old ways of dealing with my pain and i dont want to do that but it seems the only thing i can at this point. so please pray that i dont and for those who really know me you know what i mean when i say this. so ahh! ahh! ahhh! im out  keri |
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| so far classes are going good im going to my sisters house this weekend i think it will be cool free landry so thats cool. anyways not to much going on here more later keri ps this book is great |
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9:24 this morning max passed away so fall break didnt start very well |
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| ok well its been a while since i have been on it the same old crap just a different day on a sad note my bamboo tiny tim died but on a happier note my roomate kim got me a replacement named delilah so thats cool i cant wait till my bday its going to bee fun we are going to putt putt. ok more late3r im out keri |
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| he broke up with me in a text message how shity is that |
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